Hello hello nuer/baby/yuemin
erm... this blog post is dedicated to you and only you.
Lets start the book again. well on the very day u asked me to break with you, i actually had a choice, to let go or to hold on. i decided to let go not because i hated you or no feelings for you, but cause i love you, i wanted u not to feel bad or hurt anymore. Then i thought that we needed to be apart awhile. den back together. cause some rs needs time away from each other. when i said yes, i was crying damn badly inside. i went over to the rm and see you crying like crazy, i know its hurting after all we been through but i will believe in us and we sure can make it tgt again soon. baby, i did it for us. i always have been. also at the veri place u cried, i also reminded you not to give up or lose hope on us, cause i know we will get back de. u agreed.
As time passes, my days got so so dull and boring and really pointless to the point that i should jus die cause there is nothing else for me to do. den i decided i wanna hang out with you. cause u the onli one that makes me laugh smile and be happy.
Suddenly, u started talking to this guy, well, i got jealous and hurt alot, but i wasn't your stead le, so i couldn't do much. i helped u in any way i can. hmmm... what shot my heart dead was when u told me u stead with him. it killed me. it was so hurting. i thought it was over for me. but i persevered and continue to show my love for you. as your rs with him goes on, i could see u unhappy many times over the smallest possible reason with him. u started growing more pimples and veri shag. is like u were not taken care of well enough. den i decided i think i was the suitable one to be lookin after u and bring u up, as my friend,gf,wife. you even agreed to me that i was clearly the best you had.
as of now, i am still treating you as my gf and i will keep it that way and want more. i cater to your every needs and i show my love for you as much as i can. now as your % is growing i see you more sweet and caring towards me. keep it up. u seem happier to be with me. i promise you that. now my question is will you come back? baby girl, i love you with all my heart, i will promise to look after you in any circumstances and problems you face. i will treat you as my deserving wife. baby, we are young, there is many more we can still do tgt. i really disagree with his age and attitude towards you and the rs. he doesn't care for you while u put in so much while fighting for the rs. u are tryin to clap with on hand which is impossible. as for me and u, we can fight for OUR rs. cause both of us are clapping frantically.
yuemin, from the bottom of my heart, i love you so much, i hope you really think bout us. i miss the times with us. you the most sweetest thing to me. you shower me with love, u nvr gave up on me, u fight for us and and i feel so so proud to have you as my gf. we even go to the point where we were engaged verbally.
Yuemin, give me a chance? i know i deserve it. tell me the percentage again after u read this. we been through so much this week, hope u at least give a good percentage. baby i love you. sleep well!! sweet dreams. muackz!!
